"In the end, if you love something dearly, it will naturally disappoint you and in some way or another. And you, the lover, will also disappoint at one point in time, so don't you worry an ounce. Those lovely somethings that will always stay beside you no matter what are angels among men. You and I both know that angels don't live with us. Unless the angel is kicked out of heaven. Those become devils. or in other words, your average human being. "

"So be prepared to be harmed and to harm in this life time, unless you are an angel among men. for the weight will crush down on the shoulders, like something of the sort of a guillotine. But the wound gets hardened to a point so the harm could be brushed off easily after time, but so does the heart. Does that make... a demon among men after time? After such a foul taste of the world's negative potential that it makes a stone, mechanical heart. Does that make a demon among men? What is a demon among men in your mind?"

"There is a consistency of a psychopathic transformation of the brain and the heart, and how it all controls the shell called flesh. A realization occurs for the capable better, and if it makes absolute sense, it might often be a negative finding,. And how we all handle it is just up to what we are willing to do to stay alive. Possibly. Or maybe it is actually a finding that one of our great ancestors had a foot fetish, and that maybe you have or haven't inherited that, and you wonder why or why not. Why we haven't inherited a lot of the good things that our family remembers and holds and compliments of such things. The things that are pleasant now, and the things that are worth remembering."

"It was always fun and games, you know. how we trotted around the earth with our ignorance as our stronghold, proud attitude, and even physical muscle at times. Then eventually, we matured, and we suddenly understood that life was more than just guts, blood, minimum wage, That, there was in fact more to a good point of view than just the seemingly inescapable suffering song that the world around you sang with so many different lyrics in so many different ways. We went to law school, and we became business men. Then we suddenly owned a few shops. I know you wont ever forget the time where we got busted for making that insane deal by selling one of our useless products that we manipulate people into buying for substantial amounts of money and lying about what it actually does. Luckily, we had a pretty good lawyer. Then we started storing alcohol, ammo, illegal fireworks, and a few explosives in our "shack" . All in our little jacked-up and deformed little hellish version of a 7-eleven where we continued to sell garbage with high price tags. "

"Yeah, you remember. We did a few deals with a few comforting customers with what was in the "Shack". One was names, "Mr. Eskimo". he said, "i want to freeze up this town, and I know you can help me and my oh so cold friends to a deal inside, no problem." "

"The next thing you know, a bank near "I love you" lane on 86th ave was cleaned out. Either way, it was a pleasure doing business. "

"We bought, and we sold, and we bought some more, then we sold some more. "

"Then we were found out because those filthy rats called people leaked out information to the police about what we did. The little 4 year plan in our "clean" little place afterwords was fun. Best time of my life, really. No rent whatsoever. No work to be done. Just a lot of time to think of how we went wrong back there. "

"But, despite these good ol' times, I knew you would leave this place we have going here. We all must be moving on, I guess. We are used to it, though, you and I. There isn't much of a point in feeling betrayed after so much and so many, you know?"

Just let the guillotine come to hard on what little softness we've got left.